Open mind, open heart.

• 2012-02-08

  

  Never going there.

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• 2012-02-04

  Love?

  So here’s a rant that I don’t really expect anyone to read. So if you are, you can just stop now.

  But anyways, I think I’ve come to the conclusion that I’m giving up on love. Well at least til I’m older, way older. Now don’t get me wrong I still believe in God’s love. The amount of love he has for me is huge, more than any human is capable of. Which is exactly my point in a sense. Humans have truly destroyed love. It’s become an overly used word, its something describe some inanimate object. We throw around like its just another word. I’ve since people completely fall apart because from the false hope that the word means when it has been over used. Myself included. I’ve never admitted publicly, but I was deeply broken from love. And for some reason I thought I could get that love back at some point. But as of recently I believe that falling in “love” at such a young age is pointless and unrealistic. Now this could be because it’s past 5 in the morning, and I worked a long night, but I just felt I had to get this off my chest. At this point I don’t want to be in any time of relationship, let alone get married. I’ve watch plenty of marriages fail, or they last and they are miserable, the love doesn’t last. You just get to the point of which they’re just settling. But eventually later in life they might find that love again. 

  So why I would I want to put myself out there to get hurt again? When I was broken, I wasn’t myself. I couldn’t eat or sleep or two weeks. Yea I know people say that, but ask the people around me that witness it happen. I kept hoping that I would wake up from and it would all be a dream. Know I believe that what I felt was love, 100%. But I don’t want to waste such strong, deep feelings on someone who doesn’t care enough to realize what it is. 
  
  It’s about 6am now, I guess I should wrap is this. If you’re still reading at this point, I don’t why because I told you to stop awhile ago. To many things have brought me to this point, and I’m standing to it for now. I want to believe in true love again. But for now, this is it. 

• 2011-12-31

  2011…

  As of right now, we are less than 24 hour away from the new year, 2012. And I really started to think about this year as a whole and everything that happened this year. 

  Started new school…
  Got a brand new car (which I paid for by myself)…
  Lost a cousin…
  Reconnected with old family…
  Learned to give forgiveness…
  Turned 21…
  Got to work at a huge music festival in Jersey…
  Got my dream job…
  Toured the whole country…
  Lost a friend…
  Met the some of the amazing people…
  Made life-long friends…
  Made a difference…

  Was happy.

  After looking back, I can honestly say that 2011 has been the best year of my life so far. I am in awe of all the I have done and accomplished this year. I am beyond thankful for everything, the good and the bad. Without the bad moments, I would never know and appreciate the good ones. God has blessed me in so many ways. He pushed when I needed it most, and helped guide to the right paths. I believe that without him, none of what I did this year would have even been possible. My faith has grown stronger, and in return has me a better person. I’m happy. My attitude and out-look has honestly changed, and has become more positive. I like that I’m known for being that person to bring a smile to someone’s face. And I do what I can to make a positive change as well.

  So as 2012 draws closer, all I can hope for is that I continue to grow. I hope that whatever is in store for me, that God simple prepares me for what it may be. But mostly overall, that next year on this day when I write this, that I am just as happy as I am now. 

• 2011-12-26

  

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• 2011-12-13

  

  evanpierri:

  He’s a wiser man than (I bet) most people think… #cudder

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• 2011-10-24

  

  this explains my night <3

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• 2011-10-18

  

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• 2011-09-26

  

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• 2011-09-22

  We don’t know why…

  We don’t know why, we can’t explain it, and we never will. God only knows why he takes people that he does to join him in his kingdom. He put us here with a plan, a purpose. We may never know our purpose, but we all have one. Though its hard sometimes to see this, through the pain and through the tears. Instead of being mad, be happy that you had the privilege to know an amazing person and celebrate their life. 
  
  Life is short, sometimes too short. Never let an opportunity pass, never let something go unsaid, never let an “I love you” go untold. For tomorrow is never promised.
  
  RIP Josh ♥

• 2011-08-30